I apologize for the time gap

 I know I committed to daily blogs. 

It has been my biggest struggle. Honestly I didn’t even want to write this, but I owed it to whomever is reading this, to show up and do what I committed to do. 

My mental health has been absolute shit the past couple of days. Not terrible, but its been those days where a grey cloud has been over my head. It hasn’t consumed me. Yet, but it feels like a constantly battle, just trying to prevent it from raining. 

I am mainly just easily annoyed, sleeping a lot more (though that could be from the pregnancy)... All in all, just a really really short fuse. Wanting to pick fights with anyone and everyone. 

Calming music seems to help. Helps me clear my head a little. I tried yoga. That lasted maybe 6 minutes. Listened to my True Crime Podcasts. Went for walks with my dog. Now I’m just to the point that even my animals are annoying the living shit out of me. I wish in moments like this, I could fast forward just until that grey cloud is gone. 

I do have a lot going on at the moment, I will go back to my daily posts tomorrow. I will fill you in on everything that is going on and possibly the trigger to what started this grey cloud.

Stay safe. Stay strong.