First Post Of The New Year
Welcome back cool kids that may actually read this at some point... Let’s be honest, no one actually reads this, and its probably an inner dialogue that I have with myself so I dont lose my absolute shit on people. MENTAL ILLNESS FUCKING SUCKS. I can’t tell you how draining it is, but at the same time its not. It’s just this numbing feeling absorbing you into nothingness. Like nothing fucking matters. Whic is hard because being 32 weeks pregnant, I actually have to give a shit about some things. It’s deciding what is worth giving a shit about that is hard. Which let me tell you, its basically making sure I’m eating and drinking water. That’s all this baby needs from me at this point in time. Nutrition and some good ole H20. I just dont give a shit right now. Depression and anxiety is probably the most lonely thing in the world. You dont want to be around people but you want people to notice something is wrong... You just want someone, ANYONE to notice at some point tha...