Life Events

 Okay! Here is the post that explains why its been a HOT minute or delay in my posts. 

So I’ve known about this for awhile, but a good chunk of these things I really couldn’t get done until basically the last minute unfortunately which has caused major issues with my mental health. See I like control. I like to be in control of every detail. I am the type of person, where if you invite me somewhere at 1pm, I have my entire morning planned out. 

So about a month ago, my loving boyfriend accepted his dream job offer. Which dont get me wrong, I am SO HAPPY for him... Which dream job is in Austin... Absolutely fantastic. I am all for new cities. I mean I moved 900 miles by myself to a new city... Now what I was stressing about until this week. Having ZERO idea when his start would be, because we kind of need to find a new place to live. I need a new OBGYN.. I need to get out of my current apartment contract. Having absolutely NO savings.. The absolute sheer PANIC thinking we will be living in a hotel when I go into labor and not having a home to bring our daughter home to. Let’s not forget having animals, kind of have to make sure they are taken care of as well. 

And last but not least, probably the most “adult” thing I’ve ever had to do. Find a nanny... But that leads to the spiral of, not knowing where we are going to live, not knowing a start date, not having an OBGYN in that area... 

YOU GUYS.... The anxiety and stress it has caused me... All of those things WILL be taken care of.. BUT its the fact that I had absolutely ZERO CONTROL over the situation. 

But now that I actually have answers, that grey cloud that had literally consumed me, well for now its gone. I am currently manifesting positivity for what comes next. If everything goes according to plan, so much of my anxiety and stress with be gone... 

Stay tuned my peeps. The best is yet to come.