Let me start by saying Hello!

 Hello to whomever may be reading this! 

My name is Ashlei Mueller. I don’t think there is any point in hiding who I am as I want to be as transparent as possible. 

For a few years now, I have been trying to figure out a way to strip away that taboo feeling when it comes to mental health and bring mor awareness to it. It has been on my mind more and more especially since I have a daughter on the way, and I don’t ever want her to feel like she is going through things alone in the world. 

Now maybe absolutely no one will read this, or maybe one person will read this. But I know if you want change, you have to start with yourself. 

My goal is to bring to light my ally struggles. I will attempt to blog daily about what I’m going through personally, which if that gets to be to much (as I am 6 months pregnant so we will be playing it by ear) I will switch to journaling daily then I will post twice a week or whatever I can. But I can promise you will hear from me weekly. 

SO with that being said, again my name is Ashlei and lets take a dip into my life. I will go more into detail about mathematics last 27 years of my life in the next post so that my thoughts can be semi put together! 

Here we go!

I have depression, anxiety and borderline personality disorder. I also do not take medication for any of it. I struggle with it daily and it is my 2023 goal to bring so much awareness to mental health that everyone and their moms are talking about it! 

I also have a Great Dane named Anya, who is my whole world. At least until my little girl comes into this world. Then Anya gets demoted. I also have a spawn of satan Orange cat, his name is Todd. He is the cutest thing, I got him when I first found out I was pregnant. He makes me question my sanity for sure. I also have the most incredible boyfriend, which I will leave his name out, since he is a lot more of a private person and you can’t force anyone to do what they don’t want to do!

With this blog, I will also have an instagram, facebook page, TikTok and the ultimate goal is a podcast. Once I can figure this whole technology thing out, I will post links. The goal is to bring awareness and posting tips/tricks/resources so you wonderful people know it will be okay and we can get through it one day at a time! 

Until tomorrow (which hopefully ill have this technology thing semi figured out).

Trying to figure out a good catch phrase too! If you have idea, lemme know!